fuck it...

no matter how hard i try to get tinks done...

no matter how hard i try to make an impact in all of u...

in the end...

my elder sister is the one tat's always on u guys mind... 

wat's the point for mi to rush home after work...

jus to have a decent dinner with all of u...

and in the end...

it's my sister tat u all care most...

after i rush home...

u tell mi tat we are goin home from ah ma house to fetch jie jie for dinner...

wat about mi?!

i fucking had stomach flu / mild food poisoning last week...

and now i'm fucking hungry yet u tell mi we have to wait for her...

den when i tell you i kanna gastric while waitin...

all i get is "so u dun wan ur dinner le... nowu attitude la..."

and u come scoldin mi when i'm out with my frens having dinner jus bcus my fucking house dun provide mi with dinner?!

do u noe how much i love eating home cooked food?!

but whenever i go to ah ma house u will jus ask... where is jie jie...

wat isjiejie doin...

she got contact u???

FUCKITALL

i dun care...

tat's y i dun go ah ma house tat often le...

i dun find it a point to go anyway....

jus bcus u guys need mi ard...

so i have to be around...

when u dun need mi...

i jus get a hell of scoldin!!!

WAT THE FUCK IS TIS!!!

let's jus let my stomach flu/food poisoning gets worst and die off ok?!

den i wun be around to burden all of u!