MSG FOR CYDJ

Sept 29 post...
Matters to the heart are very hart and precious for me to say???

wat do u mean...

u shd noe when i happen to read ur blog...
i'll come across it...

and it's all those hidden words tat will make mi read it...

plus u are usin the code we used to use...

wat do u realli mean???

oct 5 post...

Still, i feel no love... (ur frens and fam does... jus tat they show it differently)
Still, i feel all alone in this world...(if u need it... but i guess u wun... u can find mi...)
Still, i envy others...(it's human nature...)
Still, I wished alot of things ....(no one is satisfied...)

I honestly still feel,
I want to be borned a girl ....(it's not our choice to choose...u shd noe if i could i would b a guy)
I long for:a shoulder to cry on,(not onli gals can do tat)
to cry out loud,(i dun feel wrong for a guy to cry?!)
to be loved,(u will soon...)

to recieve a hug,(if u realli need it... u noe u could jus...)

to get pampered,(i have no comments for tis...)

to rest on someone's shoulder,(i'll b there...)

the moment u keep msgin mi tis few daes i realised sometink mus b wrong...
i jus didn't ask u abt it and stuff...
cuz since u said u cannot b urself infront of mi...
so i tink it's best for mi not to ask u out...
dun ask mi y i keep feature u in my blog...

i dun wan to type in ur tag cuz u shd noe i dun like others to read it...
but for those hu comes my blog...
so b it...
hope u'll b fine soon...