EI willl not b looked down by others!!!
EI will always stand tgt and work hard...
EI will prove all of u wrong!!!

i do admit tat not all EI are as active as most...
but we are realli tryin hard to make everytink work!!!

ANYWAY!!!
i'm sorry to all those tat i hurt or wateva...
cuz i tink i've been slackin abit...

tats y when u all cried i had tis feelin tat i dun have the rite to cry!!!
i haven done much!!!
or izit tat i'm still holdin on to the promise tat i shall not cry no matter wat...
i've been actin strong... but i'm realli scare tat i might not b able to hold on longer...

jus like tdy...i nearly cried....
my hands realli hurt like hell!!!
but i tried not to talk abt it.....

but somehow...
everyone keeps hittin it...
i got 2 hands....
i dun mind u hittin the other wan...
but pls dun hit the injuried wan can?!

everyone ask mi i ok ma...
i was freezin when i was at the lab....
tats y i wear jacket and walk out...
den i went to emo...
for a total of 1 hr plus plus...
and i dozed off in the mids of it... haha...

so sry to everyone when u guys are busy...
i was slackin!!!
i shd have helped....

all in all...
jane will stay strong!!!
she will TRY not to shed a tear!!!
even if u ask mi wat happen i will noe sae much...
i believe tat everyone now has their burden....

if i share...
i will b addin on to their burden!!!
so i rather suffer myself!!! haha....

ok la...
jane also a lil gal tat wans ppl to love her....
and care abt her.... but....
we shall see abt tat some other time ba....
now i'm contented wif wat i have!!!
LOVE all.... esp..... u noe hu.... ^^ <3<3<3