i seriously dun have the mood to study...
dunno wats wrong wif mi...
i dun feel the urge to study leh...

tdy jus overheard got ppl sae ITE meant "It's The End" again...
y do ppl keep havin the tinkin tat bein into ite means it's the end???
i seriously tink tat it's not the end...

which is better...
bein in a sch(ite) and studyin...
OR
bein on the streets as a gangster???

i seriously tink tat if there is a posssibility of havin the chance to study..
y is it the end??

ok la...
i used to tink tat gettin into ite means tat i'm dead!!!
but aft bein there...
i feel tat the teachers are realli nice...
not all la...but they dun onli care abt teachin...
they are also concern abt ur well bein....

my dad used to keep sayin tat all those in ite are ah beng and ah lian...
but all those ppl tat i noe are all not like tat!!!
actualli my best of best frens are all from there...
it feels realli sad tat my mum ask mi not to contact all my ite frens anymore...
wheni left ite and cont my study in poly...
i rmb the words my mum told mi..
"ITE ppl are of no good... they onli bring u bad..."
and she forbid mi from goin out wif them...

so whenever i go out wif them i have to bluff my mum...

now tat i'm in poly for nearly a yr...
i seriously tink tat ite might b better...
cuz ppl tat i noe are not selfish...
as in thse tat i noe...
they help one another witout tinkin abt return...

y are ppl always so selfish...
tinkin of wat gain they might get even before sharin wif others...

i'm not sayin tat i'm not selfish...
i am too a human...
whu will b selfish and wans u to onli belong to mi...
but i realised tat can nv b true...
if u onli belonged to mi...
den u wun b u anymore...

it's not tat i dun like studyin wif u guys...
but i dun like to have tat feein of it when i'm helpless...
and i have no one to turn to...
cuz everyone is busy...
if tats the case...
i would rather b studyin alone rite???

EXAMZ are approachin...
and i'm havin such examz stress tt i keep emoin...
pls pardon mi....

i'll b ok aft all the examz are over!!!
tats when all the fun comes....