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anymore... i tink i shall jus throw all my thots in my blog...
since it's my blog i shall jus do wateva i like to it...

actualli i dun wan to share my thots here...

but i'm feelin realli irritated wif myself...

i tink i'm givin wrong ideas and signal to ppl...

1STLY...
I'm not the loose type of gal ok!!!
so u stupid bitch better stop all the rumors abt mi...
i am no longer in ur class...
so can u jus F***in leave mi alone!!!
i dun need rumors flyin all ard lettin ppl have the wrong idea of mi...

2NDLY...
i noe i got alot of male frens...
mayb much more den my female frens...
tat's bcuz i got betrayed by a female b4...
tats y i tend to believe in guys more....

but tat doesn't mean to sae tat i'm loose and can be wif anyone tat wans to b wif mi...
moreover...
u noe hu i like...
and yet u are givin mi the feelin tat u dun wan mi to b close to him...
i dun wan to gif him the wrong idea of i'm already datin someone when the ppl i like is him...

i keep havin the feelin tat u are treatin mi he way u shd treat a gf...
but not a fren...
i jus hope to b a fren...
if u can't differiate btw a gf and a fren...
i'll jus have to sae sry i rather not have u as a fren...

sry for being so harsh bt i realised the last time i told u tis...
it seems like u didn't realised wat i meant...
and i realised tat i've been runnin away from tis topic for quite a while...
anyway....
buyin the same kchain doesn't mean anytink...
it's jus a frenship tink...
NOT
a relationship tink!!!

someone realli impt to mi made mi realised tis fact...
made mi feel tat if i dun settle tis den it'll b the end of our frenship...
she's my impt fren....
i dun wish to lose her....thus...
i have to choose one...
and i choose to sacrifies u....

anyway there's sometink i'll like to thax abt....
which is...
u made mi realised how impt he is to mi...
how much i bother abt him...
and how much i care abt how he looks at mi...

i guess i shall go emo from now on..,
dun bother lookin for mi....