ok... how did it started... i can't rmb how it started but i wan to put a end here...hehe...someone tell mi tat he wan to b my bf and ask mi to b his gf on 260607 and it's weird how we started.. cuz we nv contact for very long den one dae we met each other at ikea... den both of us run away... den started sms somehow...

den now how we end... i realised smt weird abt him den we nv tok for a few daes... den i decided to sms him den he tell mi he tat he thot for awhile abt our future...

den sae (1st msg) "i nid ask u smth... is regardin we... cuz i was tinkin thru den the things now tt is my sch stuff will slowly pile up ni will hav very little time left for u n tis most pply kp goin on untl i reach yr 3 or worst end of poly... so was jux tinkin if u wan to reconsider ur decision b4 u regret again... i dun wan to drag ur time n spirit on mi which may not hav fruits of ur labour... i noe is disappointin to hear tis... sorry but i nid u to make the decision n not all decided on mi.. it will strongly affects u n not mi alr... if u wan ask how i feel i tink is better if u could find somebody hu can cherish u better.. i noe u wil nid some time totink... so let mi noe when u tink over..."

(2nd msg)"is like... tis tink wil kp repeatin n repeatin over n over again... is some sort of poly style...every yr n sem is e same de... den somemore ur timetable n mine totally will be diff when i go yr 2... cuz i heard tis mornin tt is mornin go sch nite go hm...n even sat oso hav...tt is y i nid u to decide...u got to much free time.. can go look at the outside world no nid to rot in a empty hse..."

and somemore i asked him whether he will b able to cope wif his study b4 i agree to stead lo.... den he sae can but yet now he tell mi tat he nv even tink b4 he sae tat.. sae jus try try ma... wat the hell la... relationship can jus try try de ar??? where can la...play wif my feelins ar???

den ray got so angry tat he ask mi whether i sad anot... den he take my fone and reply him(my ex) den i tink he not happi tat i let my frens noe abt tis tink den at nite he send mi a msg sae is his sis send de.. den sae tat i make up story to let my frens pity mi den rink tat he is the bad guy... somemore scold mi BiT*h wat the hell la.. they read the msg i nv sae a word k??? wat the fu*k...

but nvm... aft tis incident... i realised how childish he was and tat breakin up was a good choice.. ray was saein tat its ok for a gal to tell frens abt tis but a guy to tell frens abt tis is too weird lo... haha...

anyway... i realised tat i got alot of frens tat r true to mi.... thax everyone... esp ray... jinwen... juwena... joy... etcetc... love u guys.... i mean gals... hehe...